lose it. find it.

2007-02-13T22:36:00.000-08:00

now i know why God told me that things are gonna be tough but i'm gonna make it through.

it all linked.

this season is a season where God is showing me what areas in my life that need to be changed.
it gonna hurt, like what Pastors preached before a few years back ( The Potter's Hands sermon). but i beilieve i'm gonna make it through and grow.

thanks Koonz for being there.
you rock.
you know i won't know how to express my graditude.
but i know you know that when i say "thanks", i meant it from my heart.

new Stella is gonna come.
devil, you watch out la!
ha ha ha ha ha. (((:

2007-02-13T22:30:00.000-08:00

its about getting back to basics.
its about getting back the purity in my heart when i first started the walk with Him.
its about knowing that i have nothing to give, but still loving Him with my life.
its about the freshness when worshipping Him.
its about the first hand revelations when i read His Word.

its time to build my foundation strong.
its time to K.N.O.W.
its time to let Him mould me and take out all my impurities.
its time to change.

now i know.
now i will. (:

2007-02-11T21:48:00.000-08:00

aiyo.

2007-01-22T08:12:00.000-08:00

i experienced God in a different way today.
i was just sending people songs over the com, looked at my msn nick name, decided to change it, and suddenly, God's presence fall unto me.
like, suddenly.
then i closed my eyes. and heard God...
He spoke straight into my heart.
things gonna get tough but nothing's gonna take us down! (:

vision 2007! i believe its gonna equib all of us in the different areas in our lives!
ACCERLERATE (bold,underlined,highlighted,starred,enlarged,italic-ed) man!

(:
lala.

2007-01-22T08:00:00.000-08:00

i will sing for one audience and one audience only.

God, i'm running to You.

2007-01-15T21:38:00.000-08:00

do your best and God will do the rest.
(:
wow.
this season is about prayers, faith and moving in the spiritual realm.
He's amazing. ((:

:D

2007-01-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

Move and I will move.

its always up to us to take the first step in things, especially in God cause God wanna see if we have faith in Him!
we can pray a lot, for a lot of things. but if we don't first take the fisrt step of faith, how can God move?
let's move it man. (:
let's first move in faith!
i believe God's gonna make our dreams and prayers come to pass.
(:
be bold! haha.

God is so cool. (:
yay! i love Him. (:
let's do something great for Him. ((:

gogo!
stella. (:

HEART 'WARDS AND CREATE

2007-01-01T03:58:00.000-08:00

woah man.
its a new year already!
2007 here we come!

haha.
i know its gonna be a GREAT year aheah with God.
((:

HEART AWARDS AND CREATE was so ZAI!
41st day and Choir and 第三天 (haha) and Dance and Orchestra and the Create Bands and the crowd and of course the presence of God!
everything in just one night. woah man!
((:

and yes, super tired cause didn't sleep whole night. haha.
BM 我爱你!
老大我们爱你!

haha.
random post la.
i love you all.
((:

yayyay. (:
lala.

God regins

2006-12-11T09:34:00.000-08:00

thank God for who i am.
no longer meaningless. purposeless. aimless.
now i carry a dream. for Him alone.
i will stand and will not fall.
will be praising His name and shouting His glory.
will be running with this fuel that's everlasting.
will be flying with Him.

(:

yay!
the journey's gonna be amazing and i know the future is gonna be GREAT! (:

running.
lala.

words.

2006-12-11T09:28:00.000-08:00

equip and conquere.
that's what He said.

"Therefore prepare and arise..." - Jeremiah

i LOVE God!
really really.

VBS!
REVIVAL!
SALVATION!
we believe. (:

gogo!
lala.

(: as promised.

2006-12-11T09:19:00.000-08:00

koonyew lim is my bestie bestie bestie.
koonyew lim is a great brother in Christ.
koonyew lim i LOVE you!
of course i love everyone else. (:
2, Nicholas, fellowchan-s, elyn, siok, fish. everybody man. (:
let's grow C2! (:

pray pray pray! (:

another level!
lala.

(:

2006-10-31T05:32:00.000-08:00

we are going to make hell tremble.
we are going to make satan shake.

the enemy is going to be defeated. (:
can't wait.

looking

2006-10-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

i'll find You in the secret place.
find You on a mountian.
find You in the early hours of my day.
find You when i'm waiting.
find You when i'm in Your word.
find You when i'm talking to You when i pray.
create in me a clean heart.
as i come away with You.
wash away all of my stains.
and restore to me the joy i have in You.
Youaremyhidingplace. (:
-CCC Hiding Place.

ha.

2006-10-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

okay drumrolls.
i went shopping!
okay not really.
go try clothes.
hmmm.
fun la.
i meant fun-(NY) la.
haha.
its really a funny and fun experience.
(:

lol.

(:

2006-10-04T11:27:00.000-07:00

where else can you find.
the sweetness of God.
where else can you find.
the love of God.
where else can you find.
the presence of God.

its it only when.
you bend your keens.
you bow your hearts.
you cry out to Him.
admitting that you need Him the most.
that you need Him.
and that He is worthy of all praise.

the ever sweetness of God.
the ever love of God.
you can find Him too.
my amazing, amazing God.

open up your hearts.
open up your ears.
open up your eyes.
for He is, the God of miracles.

2006-09-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

He is my God.
nothing is ever impossible with Him.
He gave me a new life.
old man died and a new man been born.
He gave me a new heart.
create in me a new heart.
He washed away my stains.
cause You paid the price.
He took away all my sin and shame.
He lifted me to a whole new level.
Gave me strength to move on.
protected me from attacks.
defended me from the enemy.
taught me new things.
called me for a purpose.
yes. He called.
He called for all of us.
when He laid down His life.
He is God.
nothing will ever change that.
He is my bestie.
BESTIE. (:
amazing amazing God.

(:

2006-09-03T22:01:00.000-07:00

love God love people.
wow.

tee-hee

2006-06-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

Jesus i'm in love with You! ((((:

((:

2006-06-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

faith is in the heart of man who believes.
faith moves us closer to God.
faith brings us closer to the Word, to the presence, to Him.
faith is love.
faith is hope.
faith is what can make us enter the gates of heaven.
get it now.

ahhha

2006-06-14T23:37:00.000-07:00

food cross is back luh!
join us in this fantastic journey of food searching this friday!

it is so cool.
really.
you get to eat a lot a lot.
(((:

loves.
~.[goodnight and good luck

revelation

2006-06-14T23:26:00.000-07:00

doubting doesn't help you know.
why do people doubt.
you don't have faith.
but why?
hasn't He shown you enough of who He is and who you are in His eyes?
you are wonderfully and uniquely made by God.
believe it.
dun believe in some evolution reasoning.
have faith and believe God can do miracles in your life.
because He is God.
He is the God of miracles.

blessed are the ones who has faith like a child.
who will enter the kingdom of heaven.
blessed are the ones who believe in God.
who believe for things in their lives.

don't, know the works of God but do not know the God of works.
you know He had done so much.
But do you know who is He?
i know who is the president. over media, over tv and everything.
but i dunno who he really is.
likewise.
you know God.
but do you really know who He is?

give it a try. to really know and understand Him. to really have to desire to know Him more and worship Him like never before.
you have nothing to lose anyways.
you have nothing to lose at all.

i love Him.
wad bout you.
i made a choice.
wad bout you.

~[.goodnight and good luck.

God is great

2006-05-31T06:22:00.000-07:00

God is a great God.
He gave His only son to save us.
God is a great God.
He forgive us of our sins.
God is a great God.
He forsake all for the sake of us.
God is a great God.
He is willing to exchange His life for our sake to live.

this is grace.
He gave us all, grace.

the angels will cry holy.
because He took on all the sins of the world and washed them all away.
we will cry holy.
because He died for us for the sins Adam and Eve committed.
holy is the Lord.
holy is the Lord.
bearing every curse upon that tree.
crown Him Lord of Lords.
hale Him King of Kings.

our God is an awesome God
He reigns.
He reigns.

He reigns.

~.[ goodnight and good luck.

2006-05-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

God gave it all for us.
He gave it ALL.
for the sake of us.
for the sake of us to have a everlasting realtionship with Him in heaven.
what's more of us to ask from Him when He already gave it all?
why people still ask " where's God?" when He died for us 2000 years ago just for us all.
when we were all, still sinners, still do not know Him, He died for us.

we look for support, we look for love.
He died for us because of love.
because He love us.
He love us all.

we tend to take things for granted instead.
we would forget who is God.
we would deny Him.

but still He love us.
He loves us all.

He died on the cross.
He died.
but He rose again.
He rose and went to heaven.

He is God.
He is the God of miracles.
He is the God that makes me whole.
and i will only worship Him.
the one and only.

blessed be the Lord.
blessed be the Lord.
He heals and forgives.
He is the one i believe.

i love Him.
He love us all.

~.[ goodnight and good luck

good day maties.

2006-05-25T05:09:00.000-07:00

i heard that Red Rain reached Singapore already la.
seriously stop hiding your feelings. I know you are super excied for them to come.
lol.

let me remind you guys again.
its this weekend!!!
woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love

2006-05-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

looking for love in this world?
looking for someone to lean on?
looking for someone to give you happiness?
looking for someone to give you TLC?
looking for someone to love you and care for you?

you finally found this special someone.
you finally experience what is love.
you finally know what happiness is.
you finally realize this is not what you had thought it is.

you broke up.
you kept the memories in your heart.
you hid the unhappy times in your head.
you buried his name in the sand.
you blamed him.
you blamed yourself.
you blamed people around you.

what is love? you asked.
love is being able to give up things for that special someone.
God gave His life for all of us in this world.
without wanting any of us to give Him anything else, except to believe in Him.
He gave his life, in exchange for us to live eternally in heaven with Him.
why stop yourself from living forever when He died for us just to let us experience Him?
people look around for love.
God is love.
you can try to have happiness in this world.
but it will never last.

I found my love for life.
what about you?
I found my eternal happiness.
what about you?
you too, can experience Him as well.
it is your choice.

~.[ goodnight and good luck.

hmmm.

2006-05-20T00:57:00.000-07:00

. pray
. believe
. build
. see
. feel
. touch
. learn
. heart
. listen
. ev
. do-the-math

doing the works of God.

red rain is coming.
RED RAIN IS COMING!!!

~.[ goodnight and good luck

tell the world that.

2006-05-07T18:33:00.000-07:00

tell the world that red rain's here
tell the world that
tell the world that
tell the world to read 8days page 51
tell the world that its in kallang theatre
come on come on
we'll tell the world bout red rain
come on come on
come join us for red rain
come on come on
its from 27-28 of may
come on come on
its a saturday and sunday
come on come
its from 3pm-6pm
come on come on
you can get the tickets from me
come on come on
its gonna be awesome

come and join us for this one in a life time experience.
RED RAIN.
come la.
dun resist yourself.
tee-hee.
(((:

~.[ goodnight and good luck

dun tell you.

2006-05-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

okay tell you wad.

RED RAIN is coming to town!
oh yes yes yes!
i can still remember the first time i went for their concert.
it was so awesome!
you can never believe it.
the songs the music the rock EVERYTHING!
its just simply awesome awesome awesome.
i still remember songs like "summer", "red rain" and my fav " sure".
oh man.
i can still remember " love"
Jesus
i saw the blood on Your hands...

great! RED RAIN is back to town.
not exciting enough?
hesitate no more but to join us in Kallang Theatre this year!
its gonna be a life changing experience!
YOU ARE GOING TO ENJOY IT LIKE NEVER BEFORE BECAUSE THEY ARE RED RAIN.

hesitate NO MORE.

红雨

红雨

红雨

红雨

红雨

red rain rocks my socks times infinity!

~.[ goodnight and good luck

2006-04-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

NONE BUT JESUS.

hmmm.

2006-04-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

God above all my hopes and fears.
i don't care what the world throws at me now.
i'm gonna be alright.
- united live.

tell the world that Jesus lives.
tell the world that.
tell the world that.
tell the world that He died for them.
tell the world that He lives again.
- united live

Jesus we're living for Your name.
we'll never be ashame of You.
our praise and all we have today.
take take take it all.
take take take it all.
- united live

everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades.
neverending, Your glory goes beyond all fame.
my heart and my soul, i give You control
consume me from the inside out Lord.
let justice and praise become my embrace
to love You from the inside out.
- united live

these are all the songs that reflects what i feel now.
coincidentally ithey are all from United live.
nice good great awesome fabulous wonderful fantastic songs you must must hear.

quote of the day : God is always here. whether you can sense it or not, He's still here, with us. beileve for things you have hoped for. if you want something you never possess, do something you've never done before.
why doubt Him when you can believe.
why question when you have the answer.

~[. goodnight and good luck.

ding-dang-dong

2006-04-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

how awesome is this place.
angels decend here.
how awesome is this place.
bilnd men can see here.
gave me a new heart and a family.
i love Your house.
its where Your glory dwells.
i love Your house.
a place filled with miracles.
its where people come.
into Your love.
yes i'm gonna tell the world.
how awesome is this place.

told you this place is awesome.
* wink-wink*

lol.
hi.
i'm being " sho" lame again.
yeah i start school already.
and the tutorials are already piling up. not as if i want to. but it just happened. ( what an excuse).

~[. goodnight and good luck.

take it all luh.

2006-04-17T20:47:00.000-07:00

do not be in shock when stella tells you that she's in love.
you may think its crap when people say they are in love with God.
indeed. i'm in love with God.
dun think its crap la.
lol.
i used to think the Christianity is just another religion which exists in this world. guess that i'm wrong. its not as simple as we all think. its is a relationship. a RELATIONSHIP with God Himself. don't think that He is 0h so far away from us! He's right here, looking at us, protecting us, taking care of us, nurturing us. what a GREAT God is He.
imagine you have to take care of the growth of ten people. making sure that they grow well, am strong, not falling. how tough is it huh. imagine God have to do it for he people aroung the globe! the world! the universe! so cool la.
there are so much things i want to say about our God. but i can't find the words to. i'm playing " from the inside out" by United while i'm typing this entry. i feel like crying. God is great. really. why would people doubt Him? i do not understand.
God is with us. we have a choice cause He respects our individuality. friends, we cannot choose our death. but we can choose where we want to go after we die. heaven or hell. its your choice.
i've made mine. have you?

i called/You answered/and You came to my rescue/and i wanna be where You are.
be lifted high.
higher Lord.

~.[ goodnight and good luck.

whispers in the night.

2006-04-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

psst. i think my blog is quite cool.
seriously.

doot-toot-li-doot.

2006-04-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

more than anything in my life.
more than anything my soul desires.
Holy Fire in the dark of my heart of hearts.
how i need You.
how i love You.
more than anything.

okay great.
today after Bm i was going home with my churchmaties.
seriously, do not get jealous.
cause we practically went crazy while crossing the road, while walking to the mrt station, while waiting for the train to arrive, while in the train on the way home. i have to say, its is a diffcult dicision, but i vote for the while-in-the-train-on-the-way-home the funniest and funnest of them all.
sooo ffuuunnn!
we were singing like some carol singers and were trying to harmonize here and there.
then we started singing powerpuff songs.
the people on the train definately heard us cause we were singing so LOUD!
so much songs to sing, so little time!
we even disturbed each other through singing. lol.
* laughs*
haha.

quote of the day:
don't blame God when something bad happens to you. He is just planning something that you do not know. He has a destiny for each and everyone of us, and He will unfold it. its just about the time and season.
lets wait on Him.
we have the key.
lets PUSH.

~.[ goodnight and good luck.

seeing You.
hearing You.
knowing You.
evermore.

i really dunno why.

2006-04-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

the humans are funny.
what a weird/hilarious/shocking mentality they possess.
they wonder the existance of God - the almighty God!
the truth is right smack in front of your face, why can't you just get it?
God is REAL * la*.
Jesus did not die on the cross for nothing you know.
why do people ask : " why will God allow sufferings in this world when He loves His creations so much? " or " where is God when we need Him most?"
hey, come'on la pple.
where were you when God needed you?

. have you ever wondered why you cannot understand the Bible easily?
because He's looking for the ones whose heart is really after Him.
. have you ever wondered why did He gave us choices?
because He's looking for His true love.
. have you ever wondered why you think God is not with you?
because you are thinking too much about the negative.
. have you wondered why i am writing this?
because my true love is He.
. have you wondered why are you born into this ugly world?
because He created you for a purpose.

did you know that,
salvation is here?
let me tell you.
it is.

He's alive and He lives in me.
do NOT get jealous.
He's with you too.
( its your choice whether or not!)

~.[ goodnight and good luck

right.

2006-03-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

hi to all.

just wanna say this.life is something that you can never expect what can happen next.even fortune-tellers or whosoever cannot predict. but God knows. ( btw)

point is, we will always have troubles and challenges hitting on us no matter how hard we try to avoid them.
2 choices we can choose from if we are facing trouble.
a. keep on whining on our misery.
" why is this happening to me? why is life so unfair?"
" i'm facing all these alone! why?!"and all these sort of stuff.
shaln't further elaborate.
( point is, i am not saying that you cannot do that. but please do that only for awhile, and get on with life already)
b. whine for a while and pick yourself up and try to solve the problem.
no point saying " my life is miserable" and all when you can make changes in your life right?
if you are facing some problems, pick yourself up and face it! i mean problems are meant to be solved, not whine!
God did not make us stupid you know.

people who are still feeling troubled in your life and stuff, please be strong and face the problems. all these are challenges. not for nothing.

face them and change them.
you can make a change.

~.[ goodnight and good luck

oh and!

sometimes i have to say. a math is not as easy as you think.
with all the calculas and integration to do.
but hey. all these are for a destiny. for life.
point is. when we want the world to know all these. there are different responds.

a. "argh, i give up." and they give up without even trying.
b. "okay, i'll try." but when they fail their a math test or whatever happens, they give up eventually.
c. " wow, this is fun!" they tried out a math, and was practising it happily, but soon Something came and distracted them. and soon they lose their interest in a math.
d. " let's do it." they stayed faithful and had developed interest in it. thus, when tests and exams come, they scored with flying colors.

lets have repond d.
we can do it.

~.[ goodnight and good luck